Yo, been a while, not updated this journal in a looooooooong time. Not that anyone actually cares. But i do, so im gonna update u guys with whats been going on in my life recently.

After the incident in my last journal with people complaining about me not uploading anything. I basically tried to think my way into drawing and believing that there is some reason i should draw (besides practice).

And then suddenly i realized that college is 8 miles from my house so i might as well go there and see what i can do. And not only did i find something to do, i found new freinds, new games, and a reason not to be depressing all the time. Also i lost 27 pounds, yay!

But since school has started, ive basically been up to my neck in homework, lab assignments, and math problems in which are just as challenging as i thought they'd be.

I will say this, college is definantly fun and worth the work and wait. Im actually getting professional psychological therapy, to understand why i cant do art anymore and what pieces of my past are affecting my goals, aspirations, and self esteem (so i am getting help for my defected brain).

Im getting lots of money and even though i dont have a job yet, i can get one very easily as a building manager or game clerk and get a reasonable amount of pay.

But as far as a the subject of art, i have been practicing discipline with the subject by drawing a figure every night. However, sometimes College gets in the way of my drawing time so i cant make anything too big. If anything, im not gonna post any illustrations, but rather animation test or storyboards.

I hope college can cure me of my intellegence b4 it swallows me up. But the important thing is, at least college will make me happy for a while.